Today is the day - we meet with our new psychologist this morning at 9:30 am to be evaluated again for an older child adoption. I of course have to wake up with a migraine and this feeling of dread: are we wasting our time this morning? She is just going to figure out some way to say No in the end, because the Dark Side does not support older child adoption.

Greg feels that its the first step - my dream would be that Sun Yu knows that she has a family before her 8th birthday in September. I really hope this comes true for her and for us... but sitting here listing to my three boys scream upstairs, I'm not sure how to do it.

Need some purple power - hence the purple guitar. Will try to think of Greg playing this beautiful guitar for us while we go down this path.